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Geoffrey Charles Ready
May 2,1977 - August 2,2000


It's been a year now since I lost my best friend. It was (and still is) hard for me. We had our ups and downs together. We fought like brothers usually do. We grew up together. Our moms were best friends so, we were always around each other when we were kids. He moved away for a few years and came back. We went to high school together and bonded more. We drank, got high, raised alota hell. In highschool we had gangs starting shit with people, so we decided to start our own to watch each others backs. It was called; "The Lost Boys". We had about 4 or 5 members, until shit started gettin outta hand, we grew. We became the SouthSide Crew. To tell the truth, I don't remember the number of peeps we grew to. After highschool, I moved to Tennessee and after a miserable 6 months, I moved back to Florida to live with Geoff. While I was gone, he became closer with one of our homies from S.S.C, John. I was a bit jealous, but still had alota love. Geoff and I bonded more while we lived together. That lasted for about a year or so (we helped create a huge local underground punk/ska band called The Worms). I moved back up to Tennessee to get my head straight and shake a small drug problem I aquired a few months before. I was gone for 4 years. We talked some during that time, but not much. I took a vacation to Florida for New Years and went right to Geoff's house to see him. I was afraid to see him because people told me he looked bad after having over-dosed a few months before my visit. I saw him and he looked good (for someone who had died, and been brought back to life). The thing I remember about seeing him for the last time, was that he gave me a hug and told me to have a safe trip home and he'd see me again. After I came back to TN, we kept in contact through email and he was planning on moving to TN after he was released from his probation. It was the most excited I've heard him talk since we were kids. He found God and wanted to start a new life here. I told him that he had a spot in the Bad Seedz when he got here. Well, he never made it. He died last year at the age of 23 from an "accidental overdose." I carry his Chicago Bulls/Dennis Rodman basketball jersey in my gig bag. Wherever I take my bag, it goes with me. I like to believe that he's always on stage and at practices/recordings with me. He's a missing member of Bad Seedz. He didn't make it up here to Tennessee to join me on stage, but he's with me, rockin' kids in the crowd. Maybe if you look close enough, he's behind me wit a blunt in one hand, bouncin' wit tha Bad Seedz groove. Today I'm reflecting on more than just a homie, but my brother. Those of you that were lucky enough to know him, can reflect with me and smile, those who didn't know him, now you know my side of the story. One Love, to my brother, always. -Mike B. 8/3/2001
Footprints
One night I had a dream. I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and across the skies flashed scenes from my life. In each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One was mine, and one was the Lords.

When the last scene of my life appeared before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand, and to my surprise I noticed that many times along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints. And I noticed that it was at the lowest and saddest times in my life.
I asked the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way. But I notice that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why you left my side when I needed you most."

The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, where you see only one set of footprints, I was carrying you."






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